I can't believe I am sitting here writing this to you, knowing you will never get the chance to read it. Just yesterday we sat together at Kayden's party, chatting, picking on Scott, and making silly jokes, and today you are gone.
Shocked doesn't even begin to describe how I feel. Everything is just so surreal. Watching your husband with his lost look on his face is heart wrenching. But your beautiful children continue to smile on, and I know they do because of how happy you made them. You would go to the moon and back without a question for your sweet babies. It's all so unfair that they have to grow without knowing you. I can't imagine having to leave my children behind but I know you will be watching them. Your hands will always be on their hearts.
Last night I sent you that text asking if you wanted to go out. I knew you would say no, but I wanted so much for you to feel included, and loved. I hope you felt that way. I hope you truly know how many people love you and miss you. You have touched us in a special way ( I know go ahead and say your inappropriate joke).
Know that I am here to help with your kids. So many people have offered to help, to be there for them and your husband. I am amazed, at all the love for you.
Your silly jokes your, laugh, smile, your fight until the end will never be forgotten. I am so glad your pain is gone, and you can be happier than you have ever been. I miss your face already. I will see you again dear friend. Until then enjoy your time with Jesus.
Love you forever and always,
Your crazy loud neighbors. <3
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